no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just got home from lansing. the kitchen was trashed. the floors sticky, etc. after i just mopped saturday. i feel like bawling. i think i just need to go to sleep. today has been a really long day. and tomorrow i will feel better about the fact that the house seemed to get messy on its own....it's just weird. when i'm not here i expect it to stay the way i left it, and yet david has to live in it while i'm gone. he doesn't mean to mess it up. he didn't mean to have a dinner party last night without me. he will be home from bible study any minute and i'm trying hard not to be upset and to be happy when i see him after not seeing him since monday. but oh, sometimes i just have to be a moody girl................*calm down katie*... i'm telling myself....*deep breath*