absence

i have a feeling that i'm going to be absent from the blogging world for a while. dave disabled the internet last night and i discovered it this morning. i got permission to get back online to check the bank website this morning, but that's all i'm supposed to do. just wanted you blog fans out there to know why i will be gone...i've been abusing my privileges. and the house is a disaster.

we are having some very trying times with communication this week. please pray that we can work through our problems and hopefully come out a stronger couple after this. last night was particularly hard. i went to sleep fuming mad, which everyone says never to do. and i think i know why now. i had all kinds of dreams last night where our argument continued. i woke up more tired than when i went to bed, feeling as if i'd spent the entire night screaming and fighting. so not surprisingly, our argument continued in reality.

on the bright side, we did get our new freezer this morning. we were at lowe's at 6:30 a.m. on a saturday. about the only customers there. soon i will be able to take some of the massive amounts of food out of our crammed fridge.