dave's brother called him tonight and asked if we were having marital problems due to some of the posts i've been putting up lately. i have deleted them and would like to publicly apologize to my husband for the mean things i said about him on this blog this weekend. he doesn't deserve that and i would never say those things in public. i got carried away and said them on the internet instead. just last week i said some very nice, loving things about him yet none of those can make up for the bad things i said. i'm embarrassed for not being a good wife and i hope you all will forgive me.