ReAlItY ChEcK

well, after some thoughts, prayers, and just plain old reality checks filled with tears, we've decided probably NOT to buy that house. we were going to go look at it this weekend. and we might still. but probably not. things are tight already, trying to pay off our debt, and we would only be making it so much harder on ourselves for an undetermined amount of time in the future. it would be one thing if we knew david could eventually farm with dad and gpa and that our current house would sell this summer or something, but not knowing any of that, it's really not worth the incredible risk of basically increasing our housing expenses 2.5 times each month. david was the first to verbally say all of that to me just a few minutes ago on the phone. i knew all of it but didn't want to admit it. i wanted to go on living in a fantasy world.......but oh well, that's not life.